Worried Sick (Literally!)
That word does not seem like it's spelled right. I think I'm going to look it up online.
Oh here we go, hmm. Here is the definition brought to you by the Merriam-Webster :1 : in a literal sense or manner : actually <took the remark literally> <was literally insane>
Wow,okay. I guess I spelled it right...
The word "spelled" doesn't look right to me now either.
Anyway,off to my subject.
Lately I've been worrying myself to the point where I get sick to my stomach! It's horrible. Like, I don't even know anymore. Everything to me just seems so weird....so strange. My father is starting to get stupid again (with an attitude and such) and my best friend is controlled by her boyfriend, so she isn't the same person...I just don't know. I want things to be at least "okay" again. I'm not expecting for my life to be like Full House or the Cosby Show...I just want a little decency and order in my life.
Sometimes I wish I could just leave everything behind,and go far away. If I really wanted to, I could; but the logical side of me KNOWS that not facing my problems will get me no where.
Making peace with God was the first step for me. Knowing that not EVERYTHING in this world can be explained with science and common logic from others but that things do happen for a reason. Knowing that whether I like it or not, it's going to happen God's way...not the way I want.
Well I'm going to nap..maybe I'll feel better then?
<3
Oh here we go, hmm. Here is the definition brought to you by the Merriam-Webster :1 : in a literal sense or manner : actually <took the remark literally> <was literally insane>
Wow,okay. I guess I spelled it right...
The word "spelled" doesn't look right to me now either.
Anyway,off to my subject.
Lately I've been worrying myself to the point where I get sick to my stomach! It's horrible. Like, I don't even know anymore. Everything to me just seems so weird....so strange. My father is starting to get stupid again (with an attitude and such) and my best friend is controlled by her boyfriend, so she isn't the same person...I just don't know. I want things to be at least "okay" again. I'm not expecting for my life to be like Full House or the Cosby Show...I just want a little decency and order in my life.
Sometimes I wish I could just leave everything behind,and go far away. If I really wanted to, I could; but the logical side of me KNOWS that not facing my problems will get me no where.
Making peace with God was the first step for me. Knowing that not EVERYTHING in this world can be explained with science and common logic from others but that things do happen for a reason. Knowing that whether I like it or not, it's going to happen God's way...not the way I want.
Well I'm going to nap..maybe I'll feel better then?
<3
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