Why Am I Playing Victim?

I once heard the saying that "you control your own destiny". Which I suppose could be true, even though I ultimately believe that God does.

My question tonight though is, why am I choosing to play victim?

Why am I sitting here feeling horrible for myself,

saying that no one understands,

thinking that nobody really knows,


In the end,what will that do for me? Nothing in the end.

I mean like life for me right now is hard.

That's correct. But I'm sure for someone else it's 1,000 times harder.

So I guess what I'm really doing asking God to humble me enough that I'm not stuck on my own life, but that I'm able to be a help to someone in need.